Because there are girls out there who look gorgeous without even trying. When they wake up they look like angels. When I wake up, I look like I just got out of a war. Those photogenic girls who look good in every photo. When someone takes a photo of me, my face looks half retarded. They don’t even need to dress nicely and they’ll still look good. How they can capture your attention just by walking past. I want to be able to do that.
When I clearly know that everything’s not. I have so much on my mind so I try having fun to get thing’s off my mind. I try and focus but sometime’s it doesn’t work. Everything is clashing in my head and I don’t know what to do anymore. Sometimes I feel like I just want to disappear. Sounds bad but it’s true. I wonder if anyone will even realize I’m missing.